1.16.2008

Blessed Be Your Name

Blessed Be Your Name-by Matt Redman

album: Where Angels Fear To Tread (2002)- - -

Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful 
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name

Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name

This song says it all. Blessed be YOUR name Lord, even when life sucks. I have been reading some magazines- REAL SIMPLE and READER'S DIGEST for example, and am not surprised at all the "Quick Fixes" for the new year. None of them are new- how to lose weight, how to clean your house, how to be happy. Yes, that's it people- magazines are claiming they know how to make you happy. If you only do these things:

" If you don't talk about what your husband did to make you mad until you are home at the end of the day, THEN it will go away because you forgot... One way to have a happy marriage."

"Try to focus on the positive."

"Drink more wine. It's good for you."

"Friday night dates without the kids are a must, that way you have time to be with your spouse and talk about something other than kids or work. This will make you happier."

Ok, ok. So not all of these are necessarily BAD... But I don't really think any of them are going to make us eternally happy. No one said this life was going to be easy, and I would suggest that anyone who is searching for some earthly "fix" is going to be quite disappointed. The thing is... Jesus is supposed to be our "all and all" HE is supposed to make us happy. But "happy" seems like a term worth defining because I don't think happiness lies in "feeling good". Sure it helps us to feel happy, like when someone we love gives us flowers, or says something nice to us... But being truly happy, I believe, we have to have our ultimate trust, faith, hope in Jesus. Because just as the song says, Blessed be Your name, when I walk in the wilderness, or when the sun is shining on me... Or when it's just plain hard. Weakness is not desirable. Praising Jesus when we hurt, are lonely, or angry is not desirable, at least not to me. but I find that when I do give it up, and praise him in the good times and the bad times- it is then that I feel "happy". Kind of ironic, but so so sweet.

I suppose none of this is really new, or even profound, but I needed to remind myself of my need for my savior. And that being happy does not come from a diet, it comes from being in relationship with Jesus, the ultimate friend and healer. The heavenly "fix".

1.10.2008

Sweet Home Montana

I have been in Montana for just shy of 2 weeks now and I have to say this place is rejuvenating. I have been cross-country skiing up in the mountains, I have been skiing DOWN a mountain, and being in the great outdoors does something to my soul. It makes me feel alive, it draws me closer to my savior. I can think and breathe clearly. I am amazed as I sit in the living room of my parents beautiful home looking out at the mountains, snow, and a beautiful Bald Eagle, at how creative our "creator" is.

Why am I am in Montana? My parents are currently on another continent- in Saltzburg, Austria. Think The Sound of Music. They are at a missionary conference for World Harvest Mission. Therefore, I am here, with my youngest brother Johnny. I'm supposed to be the adult, but honestly, I am having more fun being one of the kids. All of his buddies come over to eat dinner, and they are all great kids.

James is home too, which means the three Masterfield Kids are having a great time together. The other day someone in town who knows my mom said to me, "You must a Masterfield". And of course, I will always be a Masterfield, but I have become so used to hearing Abby McKelvy that it caught me off guard and I had to laugh. Speaking of McKelvy- I really miss my husband...

They say absence makes the heart grow stronger. Boy is that true! Every day I wake up and I'm so excited to be here and to be enjoying Montana- but I wish I was sharing it with my wonderful husband, Jake. He has been so gracious in letting me be here for so long. I am going home tomorrow and I am super excited to see him!

Because I have not posted in forever, this one is long. I apologize. But there is one thing I wanted to add. I got this from my dad, and it was very encouraging to me.

How does the knowledge of God's creation and providence help us?

We can be patient when things go against us,
thankful when things go well,
and for the future we can have
good confidence in our faithful God and Father
All creatures are so completely in his hand
that without his will
they can neither move nor be moved.

Heidelberg Catechism, Q&A 28